Really touched....thank you Father...

Recently I have been feeling very sad that a few of my friends had "abandon" me. I could not blame them especially since I am the one who seems to "abandon" them in the first place. Busy with too many things till I neglect them too much. When I tried to reach out to them once again, they just "slap my hand away" and giving me hints that they don't need my help anymore. I know..I know..it's my fault but I couldn't do anything to salvage the friendship to it's original peace. Feel so sad of losing a friend again but only have myself to be blame. That is what happens when you are too busy with your own life that you neglect your friend or friends. Now that my friend is emotionally broke down and when I try to reach out, he shut me out of his life forever. Cried at office but luckily no one bothers me. Within this year I had lost 2 of my very close friends. But can I blame them? No. Only have myself to be blamed. I really do not know how to talk to him anymore...I wish to help him but..could I?

Prayed to God for 20 minutes. Okay I know it's not very long but at least it's a very nice prayer. Most of you who know me inside out, will know that I am not very familiar with the Bible cos I don't read the Bible often right? I did not use the Daily Bread for my prayers. I just pray on my own to God. Then at the back of my mind, it told me to flip to a particular verse. It's in Isaiah. When I read the verse that appears on my mind, I was very surprise! I wanted to cry to God but I couldn't. I don't know why. I pray to Him and told Him about my struggles with a particular Sin that I cannot break and my mind showed me this verse. Then I "stone" for don't know how long, looking out of my window. Trying to figure out what the verse mean.

I really dread going to work. You all should know why. But I have 2 more months of my contract to complete. After that I do not know what I want to do. Was thinking of going back to work in Factory line but I am still considering.

Here's a poem for that "someone" and to ALL my friends:

Friends we are, Forever we will Be

Through Good Times, and Bad Times

Through Joy and Through hardships

Forever my friendship for you will remain

I'll be knocking at your door

to ask how you are.

Even if you've shut me out

I'll still be knocking at your door

Till the day you finally open it for me

At times we would fight,
At times we would Argue
But through the fights,
our friendships grew stronger
our bond draws closer

If there comes a day when I am too busy to call
If there comes a day when I am too busy to say Hi!
Just remember that I do think of you
with every single moment
with every single day of my life.

Money can't buy our friendships
Time can't stop for our sake.
I could only use the time I've given
To Love and treasure you each and every day

If one day you were to walk away,
If one day we would never see each other again
You'll always be in my memory,
You'll always be in my heart.

I'll never give up the friendship
I'll never give up our hope.
Till the day you finally ask me to let go,
Till the day when we breathe our last.
Till then, I'll still love you, as my friend.

Thanks for being such a great friend!

Poem written by: Juliet Li

Sorry..Don't think it's a nice poem but I had written it from the bottom of my heart. Delicate to all my friends. Hope that you'll like the poem. Got to end here for now. Will blog again some other time.