Saturday, June 16, 2007

Stupid Wendy! + Lorraine's Prayer + Disappointment and lost total trust with BaoBei = What shall I do?

Yesterday was my last day of work. My Boss was very unhappy cos he will be working alone for the next 2 weeks. That stupid idiot Wendy don't want to come back to work, and still shout at me on the phone! One thing I don't like about her is, she likes to push responsibility and she always like to make it sound like it wasn't her fault at all even though sometimes, some things she does, IS PARTLY HER FAULT! I hate to see her hypocrite attitude everyday at work! She thinks she's the lady boss huh?! Always order me around! She doesn't have any hands is it?! There was one time, a customer enquire me about something that I do not know(cos the order is taken by Wendy and not me!) then when I call her, she SHOUTED at me,"WHAT?!"very loudly IN FRONT OF THE CUSTOMER! KNS!!! OEI! THE ORDER IS NOT TAKEN BY ME OKAY?! %$$%^!!!! STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO SHOUT AT ME LIKE THAT! Although I am younger than you, it doesn't mean you can push me around! If I want to, I can shout back at you! But I chose not to! There are also some other incidents that made me hate her! Usually when I resign a job, is not really that the pay is not good. But rather, it's because there are certain conflict within that company.

Went for CGM and Lorraine prayed for me the first time but I didn't feel anything. When she prayed for me the 2nd time, I cried. It was the first time that I cried very badly. In my mind, I imagine an image of Jesus, stretching out his right hand and smiled at me. I also don't know why I can cry at that imaginary image. Lorraine announced something that shocked me and somehow, someone's prediction is right. They will not be together for long. When Lorraine announced, I was like,"Huh?! So fast?!". That someone then somehow give a smirk. The guy seems very calm about it. I wonder how is the girl?

BaoBei said my attitude towards him seems to change and he couldn't understand why. He did something to me THE 2ND TIME!!! That made me lost total trust in him. He wants me to forgive him and like..immediately trust him. But how could I?! I then SMS HuiYi and I called her to talk about it. She was shocked. She then suggest that I speak to Lorraine about it, which I did SMS Lorraine in the end.

I do not know what to do now. Lost complete trust over BaoBei. I do not know whether I should still trust him? The trust is broken and I know myself that it can never be meant it back. Why has he change that way? I simply don't understand...Sorry to be discreet about what really happen cos I don't want too many people to know what exactly happen. So...just leave it as it is. So don't ask me what happen. If I want you to know, I will tell you but if not, just don't ask me.

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