I didn't went to work today. While I was preparing to shower, my supervisor called me and said that he won't be opening the shop today as he has a flu. So I stayed at home the whole day playing SL, earning credits. Half of me felt that I wasted a day by staying at home. But I also felt good that I can finally accompany my parents at home. Watch television with both of them until my brother came home. He then join in to watch TV together. It has been a long long time since we watch TV as a family. Although it's just a simple TV watching, but somehow I felt warmth in my heart. When I was at home, I cannot take my eyes off the main gate. I watch TV in a moment and gaze at the gate another moment. If that woman come again, she'll get a hell from me! Hai ren jing! Po Huai Jia Ting De Nu Ren! Wo Bu Hui Ching Yi De Fang Guo Ni De! Ni Gei Wo Ji Zhu!
Later in the evening, one of my God-sister called me. SHE HAS MARRIED?! Well, actually it's not that she never inform me about her wedding. It's just that it clashes with church service and I cannot attend. I remembering telling her that I am not free to attend her wedding dinner and she feels disappointed. She's five months pregnant but she said that she's didn't know until she was three months pregnant. While she talks to me, in my head I am thinking,"How come pre-pregnancy is a trend now huh?" Four of my close friends got pregnant before they even got married. Luckily, my God-sister's wedding and Pregnancy was sort-of "planned". I am happy for her that Chris(her boyfriend), had bear the responsibility. She also wants me to turn up when she delivers her baby boy.
Recently I have been reflecting on a lot of things. Called HuiYi in the morning out of the blue and share with her what happened on Sunday after Emerge. She was shock and angry at my ex. Although I feel humiliated by what my ex says, but at least now I know what I am in his eyes. I had talk to BaoBei about this and I was surprise that he's very calm throughout the conversation(This is what I admired BaoBei most). Half of me was expecting him to shout at me or something but that didn't happen(It only proves that He's the YenHao I've known ^_^). He has such a big heart. My ex says that BaoBei and me cannot last long. He says that the most we could only last for a few months. When I told BaoBei this, he said,"The more people says that we cannot be together, the more they look down on us and said it's impossible, we'll show them that we CAN be together for a very long time and prove them wrong!" I really felt like crying at that point of time but I couldn't.
I think I will end here for now. By the way, there's something wrong with my handphone and it cuts off automatically now most of the time. So if you can't get through my handphone, just kindly leave your voice messages and your contact number after the beep tone okay?
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