Work + Conference Prayer

Went to work yesterday morning and did all the work Boss told me to do. Derek(I finally remember his name) claims that Boss is usually very nasty and he has a very foul temper. He did warn me to be careful around Boss before. I then dismantle the fax machine thing and Boss got really very angry at me(I can tell) but somehow he manage to hold his anger. He then ask me to buy a fax paper roll, which I did search the whole harbour front and vivocity for it but I can't seems to find the right size(and price) for it.

Went home empty handed and upset at night. Jaslyn then SMS us to pray at 11pm. I really don't have the mood to pray and was very disappointed and upset with myself. Chat with BaoBei over the phone before the prayer and I apologise to him for an incident on Saturday. I don't know why but I cried after I finally manage to say,"Sorry BaoBei" to him. HuiYi told me not to harbour anger for a long periods of time. Anything that upsets me, it's best to settle on that day itself and not keep on dragging. She says it's bad for the relationship. BaoBei finally told me why he stood up and left that day. He didn't attend the marriage course so he did not know what it means. I didn't tell him too. Guys, or girls, if you ever quarrel with your partner, don't ever leave in the midst of the argument. If you do, indirectly, you are telling your partner,"I am abandoning you!" Even though you may not mean it that way.

The CGMs comfort me at the end of the prayer session. A few of them even suggest to lookout a F&B job for me. Thanks girls! I had told BaoBei, if we ever get married, I would stay at home to do housework and not going out to work anymore. He was very happy when he hear that. I felt that the marketplace is really not for me.

I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.