Manage to finish the old assignment but here comes the new one :'-( haiz...don't know when can I manage to finish it since I had to use a different method to do. Was viewing someone's blog just now and out of curiousity, I click on one of the icons and it lead to me a most disgusting picture I have ever seen!!!! Okay lah..although it is just drawings, but the drawings are evil and bloody enough to make me say,"Argh! Gross!" Er Xing!!!!
I tried to skip that icon to go to see other's blogs, but when I click it, it show me a picture of a guy, his face is covered in blood and I think one of his eyes is missing cos he covered his right eye with a bandage. Ahhhh!!! I then quickly exit the program. How come he has such things in his blog? Or rather, how come he made such friends??? But anyway, it's his life and I have no right to interfere. Don't tell me he likes bloody stuff?(Wild imagination) Please! Tell me that he is not that kinda person I am thinking right now! Sorry that I cannot reveal this person's identity. But I can give you an only clue is that he is one of my church-mates.(Get the hint? Can guess who is it?)
I remembered once I told someone(You should know who you are)that I have considered joining the occult before and in one of their practises, they do use blood and there are blood sacrifices. She was shock and talk to me more about that religion and ask me to consider really carefully if that is what I really want? Can I be really happy there? This question of hers has been in my mind since. Cos there are times I feel very trap in my life. Felt very tired walking with Him and to obey his ways but she said that God's commantments are there to help to protect us and not to restrict us. I remember she said something like,"Our flesh belongs to the world but our spirit belongs to God. Sometimes our flesh and our spirit are "fighting" with each other"(She said something like this) Giving me examples of how our flesh and spirit are fighting. On the way home, I thought alot about what she had said. What if I wanted to give up? She is also one of the persons whom I share the Da Vinci Code thingy together with W117. Like I said in my previous blogs, I like her for her wisdom.
I tried to skip that icon to go to see other's blogs, but when I click it, it show me a picture of a guy, his face is covered in blood and I think one of his eyes is missing cos he covered his right eye with a bandage. Ahhhh!!! I then quickly exit the program. How come he has such things in his blog? Or rather, how come he made such friends??? But anyway, it's his life and I have no right to interfere. Don't tell me he likes bloody stuff?(Wild imagination) Please! Tell me that he is not that kinda person I am thinking right now! Sorry that I cannot reveal this person's identity. But I can give you an only clue is that he is one of my church-mates.(Get the hint? Can guess who is it?)
I remembered once I told someone(You should know who you are)that I have considered joining the occult before and in one of their practises, they do use blood and there are blood sacrifices. She was shock and talk to me more about that religion and ask me to consider really carefully if that is what I really want? Can I be really happy there? This question of hers has been in my mind since. Cos there are times I feel very trap in my life. Felt very tired walking with Him and to obey his ways but she said that God's commantments are there to help to protect us and not to restrict us. I remember she said something like,"Our flesh belongs to the world but our spirit belongs to God. Sometimes our flesh and our spirit are "fighting" with each other"(She said something like this) Giving me examples of how our flesh and spirit are fighting. On the way home, I thought alot about what she had said. What if I wanted to give up? She is also one of the persons whom I share the Da Vinci Code thingy together with W117. Like I said in my previous blogs, I like her for her wisdom.
Hmm...I think I end here for now. Sorry for the long-winded blogging.
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