Wow! This is the 2nd time I have been sleeping for almost the whole day. The first time I remembered I slept the longest is during a year on before and after National Day but I forgot which year was it. On National Day Eve night, I slept till the next morning after National Day..don't know how many hours I had slept. This morning when I came home, I sleep for 11 hours. Actually I woke up once at 10am after Andrew SMS me but went back to sleep again until 5.30pm my Mum woke me up and ask why I have been sleeping the whole day and she suspect that I've been going drinking last night. Haiyo! Even if I'm drunk I also won't sleep for so long lah! My friends complain that ever since I work in office I began to feel tired easily and that I have gained weight. So sad lor..Don't wish to see anybody now! Especially someone...
After that I then went to meet Jia Xin at 7+pm. She actually meet me at 6.30pm but I was late for an hour. When I reach there, SHE'S NOT THERE YET!!! KNS! What for asking me to meet at 6.30pm when you yourself also late for an hour plus huh?! Next time I know le! I won't come the time that you state!!!! I'll come 1 hour later!!!! %^&*$%^!!!!!
After that Esther and Lynn came later and we went to hang around. We then went to TCC to have a drink and sharing cakes to eat and we wish Jia Xing Happy Birthday. Jia Xin then ask is it that I won't be going to church permenently? I told her that I'll see about it. Cos alot of things have been happening and I have to stop going to church for a period of time. A few of the members are quite concern about me and asked what has been happening in my life? Sorry but I can't really say. One thing I could tell you guys is that, I am no longer fit to be in church anymore. I don't know when will I be back or I may not be coming back to church anymore. I don't know. I see how things goes. But...sorry to say, I'll definitely take my revange!!!! I WANT TO SEE HIM DEAD!!!! I had cursed him from the bottom of my heart that I wish him dead!!! with no place for burial!!!(Si wu zhang shen zi di!) I do not know how long it will take but I am willing to wait....for the day of his death! ZBR!!!! You think you are so great in ruining my life?! Fine! Since you do this kinda %^&$-up thingy! I'll make sure your life is living ^&$ for you!!!! I'll make you pay for this! I WANT YOU DEAD!!! Don't ever let me see you on the streets!!! I wish you die in a very horrible way!!! Even if he's not dead, I wish that he'll be sentence to life sentence if he is wanted by the police again! But, whenever I said this, Esther seems to be very scared..cos she knows my curses came true not only once, but twice. This is the third time. I wonder when will it come true?
For my church-mates, Sorry Guyz I think you all roughly had an idea why I suddenly seems to disappear? I had things to settle and there are alot of things going on in my life that I can't come back for now...I do not know when will I be back. Maybe temporary for a period of time or not at all. I'll see about it. In the meantime, don't worry about me. Please don't pray for me or anything that saying that I must forgive the person lah..or whatever! I won't forgive him..until the day he is Dead! I know that maybe you all don't understand what is going on and what has happened that I am so angry and murderous. I don't know how to explain to you guys and anyway, I don't wish to say. Maybe I'll come back after he's dead or jailed for life sentence!
For my friends who knows what has been going on, don't worry about me too. Esther, since you said that my curses came true twice before, I just take this time as a test to see if my curses really could came true as you had said it. If it really did, good! I wanna see that &^*$%^-#^%&*$ suffer!!! The best, DEAD! If not, then the previous two times could be a mere coincidence.
After that we then went home. Finally it's the first time of the night I could go home! Jia Xin took a taxi home while I took NR home.
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