Stress

Can't do it anymore! Very stressful!!! The new cases make me very headache! Cos now my supervisor teach me another style of doing the assignments. No choice but to follow her style. Cos she is considered the senior supervisor in this department, although she is just an assistant supervisor. But because of the years that she work here, I had to listen to her. She couldn't be wrong. Could she? Headache! My head is very painful!!!! Just took a capsule of headache medicine(not panadol). It state that for Adult, can only take 1 dose. I feel like taking 8 doses at 1 go...cos the headache is really killing me!!! But I know that I can't. Anyone knows what are the way to de-stress in office? Or within one hour? Cos my lunch break is only one hour and that is the only time I could go out. Headache!!!!! Very stressful!!!!! Then there is this new cases coming in..that I don't know what to do. Don't dare to ask her. Cos she said that I never listened to her when she is talking. It's not that I never listen but I am just plain forgetful.

Feel like crying but I can't. I am a person that don't know how to handle stress well. My colleagues said,"No wonder you do so fast cos you do it the wrong way" KNS! How the hell I know that I do it the wrong way? Sorry lor...Looks like I have to re-do everything. *Sobz sobz*

Thanks to all my friends and church-mates concern and care, I think I am now on the road to recovery. Still have some emotions problem here and there but I think I'll recover soon. Really appreciate all my friends and church-mates care. Some times, I feel that friends understand me more than my family members...how sad is that? Although my Brother and I seldom talk to each other but luckily he is always there to comfort me(provide that if he spots something is not right with me). I used to hate him alot. Cos I felt that my parents dote on him more than me as he is the younger child mah.

Now I know why *Eileen always like to go for drinking when she feels stress. Don't know if drinking could really helps to de-stress as I never tried before. I only go there when I am troubled by something or someone. But Cheer told me that drinking is not going to help me. Haiz....help.....the headache still hurts....

Got to end here for now. Sorry about the Bo Liao blogging again. Head very pain :'-(