KNS

Work is very stressful! Then there is this new case that came in with all the old and new codes. Luckily my supervisor was kind enough to teach us what the new codes mean and what we can do about it. Wah! alot of checking and work to be done! Haiz...stress! Suddenly feel like my work is more like taking exams. They teach you first, you studied it or you try it on your own, then they will bomb you with the previous work plus new work load! Ahhhhh! Going crazy soon!!! The worst part is my colleagues ALL says that my workload is easier than theirs and they are quite jealous. Some smile at me while saying this while some show me black face with that kinda why-is-your-cases-so-easy kinda look! Easy meh?! On the surface it looks so easy lah! But when I do the cases, until now I haven't settle my old cases and now come two new ones! Extra workload leh! While those who claim that their cases needs to do alot of checking and that it is hard, funny leh! Finish FASTER than me! KNS! Shuo Pi Hua! Still say wanna swop cases with me.

Prayed yesterday night(or the night before???)alot of things but I was disappointed that I only spend 5 minutes despite that I talk alot things to God. Or maybe is it that I rush though my prayer? Haiz..so disappointed with that timing. Disappointed with myself too. Then for the rest of the night I "stone" at home. I am very good at stoning? Now then I realize? Miss some people in my life very much but I must face the reality that they are gone forever in my life and may never ever come back again. Haiz...No use thinking about it.

Yeh! It's the seventh month in the chinese lunar calandar! Been looking forward to this day very much! Okay okay! Don't give me those whierd looks can? I know there are the hand-down-traditional rules to abide but sorry to say, I am not going to abide by it! HuiYi, MingWei, JingXian, WeiJing and Samuel are quite disappointed that I carried something in my wallet with me. But sorry to say, I have been carrying it for quite a long time. Anyway I was kinda "forced" to carry it. Cos my Mum says it will protect me safe especially from the "evil" ones. Anyway I carry for another purpose...that is to keep my eyes "shut" from seeing things. I used to see some "things" when I was younger. Not once, not twice but more than 3 times. Each time I "saw" it I will scared to death! But that was a very long long time ago. I didn't see it as I grow up. But I promise them that I will not carry it -_-" Haiz...HuiYi said,"God the Father will protect you! I don't wanna see such things in your wallet!" MingWei carry more than me lor! She never say anything!(He showed it to me) :'-(

On the way home, I saw alot of people burning offerings. Didn't know it's the first day of the seventh month already! No wonder my mother sound very stern and urgent tonight. I knock off close to 8pm today cos I have alot of work to clear and my Mum called me to ask me to go back home earlier(her tone was somewhat urgent and worried) I was thinking of working till 9 - 10pm at night(by that time I would be alone in the office)cos I really have alot of work haven't clear up. I am worried that new cases might be flooding in. Haiz..

There's one action I would like to try. I heard that you could immediately "see" them that way. It was featured in ghost movies and a few people have tried it and claim that it works! But I don't dare to try...takes alot of guts. And I am afraid that the "third eye" will open and won't shut it off. Although I would like to see my late-grandparents but still I don't dare to try. Anyway even if I could see them, I wouldn't understand a word of what they are saying. My Grandfather is Hokkien(I only understand simple hokkien)and my Grandmother is Teochew. So if their language is very proficent, I won't understand a word of what they are saying(If I could ever hear or see them..that is)

Oh ya, there are really some things that I must warn all of you if you are walking alone at night(even in the evenings). If you hear someone calling you from your back, DON'T ever turn back! If you want, I heard that you must turn your WHOLE body around. If not, 1)You will get a mystrious slap on your face 2)One of your "fire" will burn out. If all three fires are burn out, you can say goodbye to your soul. I did turn back once at night on a year at the seventh month as I heard someone calling my name but when I answered and turn my head behind, no one is there. I then felt the hairs of my arms stands. That voice was very familiar and sounded like one of my friend's. That is why I turn back, but so far nothing happened. I was absolutely sure that I am not imagining things! I really heard it! Which is the MAIN REASON why from then on I jumped whenever people call me from behind or tap my shoulders from behind! So please..my friends, DON'T ever approach me from my back be it the seventh month or not!

This is the most common thing you will hear people spreading during the seventh month: Don't ever go swimming. The reason? Be it day or night, I am sure a few years ago you would have heard some swimmers being drown for no reason? It is especially strange when they are Gold medal swimmers or expert swimmers as I would like to call it, got drowned for no reason. That is because, the spirits that are lurking in the water, are looking for "subsitutes" for their departure. So those swimmers who went to swim at night or especially on this time of the month, if you feel something tag at your feet or any other parts of your body, retreat to the shore immediately or...erm..you know?

Haiz...I think after this I am going to get lecture from people already. But sorry to say I am a person that is "Ling Ke Xing Qi You..Bu Ke Xing Qi Wu" that kinda person. Meaning I rather believe it than to doubt it...especially it is "handed-down-advice" from the elders..and one more thing that I must tell my friends, if you all ever see me staring at something or suddenly turn to look at something that is not there with my eyes wide and keeping quiet, please don't ever ask me what did I see(there are a few times I could see "things" from the corners of my eyes)but I do hope that it IS my imagination!

I think I end here for now. Will blog again some time...