Thank you....

This afternoon I was late again in meeting HuiYi and the rest of the group. When they told me to meet at Foyer 3, I was like,"Huh? Where is Foyer 3?" It was then I realize Foyer 3 is Expo hall 8. -_-" Next time Expo hall 8 say Expo hall 8 lah..don't tell me what Foyer 3 lah Foyer what lah..I am very blur at these things you know? Initally I was queuing up but I called the rest and they said someone has queued for us and no need to queue le -_-" feel so stupid...who is the one who ask me to queue in the first place huh?

I then went to sit with MingWei and the rest. Someone look very handsome today...yesterday at CG look very cute. Oops! Okay okay..don't say le. I think people buay ta han me saying this. Sorry! MingWei then purposely indirectly tease me about him. I was thinking,"KNS lah! I know I can't go near him and I can't do what you can do to him! Don't suan me already lah!" Those who know about this, give me some signals which I don't know what do they mean.(Those who know who is he...erm..please..don't tag at the tagboard hor). WeiJing then keep calling me "Wu Jian Dao" cos I was wearing a long black jacket that the ends touch my lower thighs. I was wearing the tube top that I bought the other day with my friends so I use that jacket to cover. Sandy said that I look like business woman wearing that jacket.

The service was great but it talk mostly about marriages which I am not comfortable about. Anyway, marriage is not within my dictionary. There are some things that the Pastor preach, made me cry. I cry NOT because that the sermon was touching. I cried cos I regretted what I had done when I was younger(A few of my friends should know what is going on..but...Shhh..okay?).

After service, HuiYi ask,"So how? The sermon very powerful right? You feel great?" I shake my head at her and she ask why? I signal to her that I'll explain to her later cos I don't want others to ear-drop my words. After that when we manage to get out of the building, I then explain to HuiYi why I am not suitable to listen to the sermon and she ask me to put my past behind. But still...there are some things I can't let go off(HuiYi should know what is the "some things").

After that Lorraine came and talk to me and ask me how do I feel about the sermon today? I told her the same thing and she ask me to share with her. She thought that I meant that I couldn't let go of the friendship between me and Al. Actually I meant something else which only HuiYi knows. Dare not share with too many people. But I think she agar-agar guess correctly. She then spend some time comforting me and tell me alot of things which I don't know how to explain. Her words really touches me alot. When we reach to the coffeeshop, she is still talking non-stop trying to comfort me but she made me cry instead. I cry cos some words that she says, really reflects on my past. I think she doesn't know but I don't want her to know too. I rather that she misunderstood than to be known cos it's a very shameful past de...cannot reveal too much. She then told me that although I just told her part of it, she try to figure it out what "my jigjaw puzzle was". She don't want me to stay in the bitter water forever and die there. She told me that nice things are just 8km ahead from where I am stuck now. After she talks to me, I remembered something YueMing shared with me a very long time ago. She said if a person is very sharp in their spiritual, they will not say things like,"I don't know what you are upset about but I'll still pray for you". Instead, they will directly pierce through the problems that you have like a double-edges sword! Lorraine unknowingly pierce through the problems I am still stuck with! and it is not for months(she thought I am stuck with my problems for months)when in fact, I have stuck with the SAME problem for years!!!

After that I went to have dinner with a few of the CG members and rush to my 2nd Uncle's place. Initally wanted to take a taxi there but HuiYi ask where am I going and when I told her the address, she said,"It's just right behind my block!" So coincidence! Or maybe I am not being observant enough to the surroundings near her place..didn't know that my Uncle's place is just right around the corner opposite HuiYi's block. Walk with HuiYi and LiYi and went to my Uncle's place. When I reach there, I was surprise that all of my Uncles(except for my youngest Uncle)were all there. When they heard that I just came back from church, they nag at me alot of religious stuff! Argh! Should have keep my mouth shut! One of my cousins have just returned from Thailand and I was shock at his complexion and hairstyle!!!! Argh!!!!! So....!!!! Argh! Don't wish to say too direct! I was thinking,"Oh no!" I then told my Aunti that during the chinese new year, some of my friends who saw my cousin compliment that my cousin look very handsome. Which by the way, he is also the most handsome guy in our family(My Mum's side)and he is still single and available..Haha! Really feel like splashing whitening cream all over him!!! Cos I am really not used to seeing him so dark and definitely NOT with that kinda hairstyle!!! Ahhh! What happen to you?! Go one trip to thailand and become like that?! My Mum then nag me for being too straight-forward. I am like that! Whether you like it or not!

We chat alot of things and my Uncles keep asking me to eat but I don't want to. Talk to me alot of "Ren Shen Dao Li". We then went home in the wee hours of the morning but I am still not tired yet..but still gonna turn to bed soon as I have to wake up very early to go to church again for the 2nd sermon. Jia Xing started to misunderstand me on this part! Don't wish to explain to her further! She don't understand anyway! Forget it! Lan Duo explain! Don't understand then forget it! Don't come and splash cold water on me!!!

Got to end here now. Will blog again maybe some time....